Wednesday, April 26, 2006 4:31 PM

today rain the whole day... me today dun need to work.. but abit not feeling well... but who cares.... still i went tpy alone... my hair from dry to wet... from wet to dry n den wet again... lolx....

as i was walking alone.. all of a sudden i feel tat i m lost... cannot find a way out.... feeling so aimless.. and lonely...

dunno why recently feel so depress or i m too emotional... alone in the room crying... nobody noes....

i was talking on phone wif RQ... dunno y i just cant control my tears from rolling down.... kinda of miss them... miss the times when we were in schooL... but no choice life still haf to move on.... i need to b strong to faces all those abstacles tat is ahead of me.... jus wan to tell you that... (some guys just dont deserve you to cry for them... they just simply cant see the things that you do for them and take it for granted.... so if they dun appreciated.. den what the point for doing so much for them..... jus hack care them.... after u get over everything... you will find yourself damn stupid......) mayb the thing came out from the mouth is very easy but comes to action is very difficult... but no choice.. you still have to do it.....

if you gals need someone to talk to... feel free to dial my no... lolx

gONEzz

Thursday, April 20, 2006 11:55 PM

haiz... sianz... today was freakin tired... jus came back from work.. still haven eat my dinner... tired until no appetite.. today cant even open my eyes in the morning.. but no choice need 2 wake up n prepare to go work... so after bathing... i was so boring so i called jw n chat... at first was ok but before we hang up the phonE.. we were quarrelling... coz he scolded mi say i attitude which i didn... k.. nvm... coz use to his scolding le... but my tears somehow jus roll down.... *(to jw... if u happen to read this... hope what you promise me is not a empty promise)....

yesterday is 19 april which i officially turn 20....
hahaha... yesterday in the afternoon i mit the piGGY, panda, ty n jw go KBOx... actually juliz is not miting for K... but to my surprise she go wif us.... although yesterday nv sing much songs but i reali enjoy myself... hehe... den after that we went jalan kayu for dinner but ty nv go.. hahaha.. but everytime go jalan kayu.. i cannot eat peacefully... coz there got alot of CATS... hahaha... but after the dinner... piggy n panda went home cOZ nxt day got lessons... den mi n jw go esplanade there... sit there n chat for awhile... den end the day...

gONEZ~~~~

Monday, April 17, 2006 12:14 PM

谈恋爱的时候，因为要考慮另外一个人，从患得患失

往往失去自我，放下自尊，甚至越来越不爱自己。

haNyu pinYIN:

tan lian ai de shi hou, yin wei yao kao ri ling wai yi ge ren, cong huan de huan shi

wang wang shi qu zi wo, fang xia zi cun, shen zhi yue lai yue bu ai zi ji.

Saturday, April 15, 2006 1:41 PM

独处，可以有更多时间可以思考，把混乱的思绪整理清楚

独处，可以有更多自由做喜欢的事，不必考慮别人的想法。

for those who cant read chinese... here is the hanyu pin yin....

du chu, ke yi you ken duo shi jian ke yi shi kao, ba hun luan de si xu zheng li qing zu

du chu, ke yi you ken duo zi you zuo xi huan de shi, bu bi kao ri bie ren de xiang fa.

ciaOO~~~~

1:33 AM

爱情，确实带给人好心情，好气色

但是，相对的，也会带来烦恼与幽愁。

here is the HAN yu pin YIn:

ai qing, que shi dai gei ren hao xin qing, hao qi se

dan shi, xiang dui de, ye hui dai lai fan nao yu you xhou

gONez....

1:25 AM

back from taipeI le... hahaha.. although onli 6 days but i reaLLy enjoy myself... but still haven shop enough... lolx... like the weather there.. coz it was veri cooling.. and the food there was veri NICE... lolx... during this trip can to noe my frens better.... hope in the future we still can go for holiday together again... hahaha...

ciao~~~~