Monday, May 02, 2005 8:05 PM
*yawnz* so tired... just reach home not long.... jus come back from nick hse.... mi yesterday go siloso beach wif my sis and her fren *jasmine*..... we go there n sun tann.... end up our back all sun burn.... so painful... sob* sob*..... luckily we go off early if not we all will die... lolx... so funny.... haha... when mi n my sis go play water..... left her fren sitting there.... sit there sit until the map fly away still dunno.... tat after tat reach home... bath le straightaway go nick hse.... wah... very tired lei... feel like slping...
haiz... i find tat i m reali useless... sad lei.... at nite *rq* call mi.... den we chat... chat until i cried.... n happen to let fraddy saw mi crying.... and he noe the reason y i cried.... and he tell mi tat everything is oreali over..... no point crying... i can always find a new 1... i noe tat i can always find a new 1... mayb someone tat is better than him.... but the feelings is still there and is veri difficult to get rid of it.... everything is easy to say but difficult to do... actually yesterday is not the first time tat i cried bcoz of this... i had been crying for nites... mayb i reali need to find a new 1 den can totally forget abt him....
yesterday onli drink 2 glass of martell plus green tea den i started to blur le..... tat is not the usual me...... mayb bcoz of mood yesterday so will get drunk easily....
i must do it....
