Wednesday, May 04, 2005 10:35 PM
today mi reali heartbreak.... totally disappointed in him..... actually mi oreali noe the ans tat he will gif mi but i still choose to believe in him... but this is wat i get back.... onli sadness and heartbroken..... i wont believe in guys anymore.... wat he tell mi.... i find it all nonsense lor.... i like u.. but dun wanna b together.... and say tat he dun wanna hurt mi.... wat stupid nonsense is this..... he had oreali hurt mi so deep den now den say dun wan to hurt mi.... NonsEnseSSSS....y the ans he gif mi is "i dunno"..... keep on say i dunno.... wat else can he say... y he himself dunno his own feelings.... since he cannot gif mi an ans..... den i had the ans for him lor... wat i say i mean it lor... so from tml onwards... we no longer frens..... he is onli a stranger to mi... and i will hate him forever... the reasOn tat i hate him is sinCe he noe tat we cannot b together den y he wan to b so close to mi and keep on giving mi hopes and den destroy it again.... its very painfuLLLL when ur hope is being destroy.... how i wish i dunno him at all....
yesterday my fren still scold mi for being stupid.... he treat mi like rubbish... yet i still finding excuse to cover for him... i think wat he say is all true lor... i m just finding excuses to make myself feel better..
from jus now i haf been listening to sylvester's song... the lyrics i find it quite meaningful.... den end up sit down there keep on crying.... if i had listened to wat *RQ* had tell mi... i think mi now wont b like le... anyway i think jus take it as a lesson..... wont believe in guys aso easily.....
