Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:44 PM
today i late for sch again... coz mi bath until fall aslp... bath until 9.00am den came out... lolx.. so tiring today... yesterday 2+ den slp... *yawn* jus now i was in a bad mood... it seen like nobody noes and nobody care about mi at all.... still kana scold my someone.... wan to ask mi things still wan scold mi... den i ask him things he aso wan to scold mi.. look likes he is not in gd mood... but he likes to bent his anger on mi.... i was angry tat i msg him in msn sayin tat if u wan to use tat kind of fucking attitude dun come n ask mi anything in the future... his reply is "fine... he wont ask mi anything from today...even if i fail i aso wont ask u...." and sayin tat he was testing mi on something..." dunno wat the hell he talkin la... dun care abt him la... no time to think abt this.... jus concentrate on my CA tml.... role play on friday and my exam in less than 1 month times....
Tuesday, April 26, 2005 3:52 PM
wah.. tired lei.... today mit *rq* at 9.. but i think we late... den after tat we reach the place den end up gong gong sit there sit until 9.45am... hahaha... so funny..... den reach school at abt 11.20am... hehehe.... actually today go to school aso sian.. nothing to do.... exam coming soon.. need to buck up le....
Monday, April 11, 2005 8:11 PM
today will b the last time tat i shed my tears...... i goin to be strong n wont shed my tears again... i had make my points veri clear to him oreali..... feel veri relief... all the while i had been keepin it in my heart.. but of coz i will sad aso.. but no choice..... after crying today... everything will be over.... today no appetite to eat.... sianz.... abit sick.... got abit of fever aso..... bcoz of yesterday nv slp waiting for his reply... end up wait until morning... he wake up le.. he aso dun wan reply my sms.... i will not listen to *mltr* songs again although *mltr* songs is nice...
Sunday, April 10, 2005 11:20 PM
so boring today... nth to do at home.. den go orchard alone.. hehe.. the weather today is damn hot lor.. omg!! not suitable for shopping.. shop until 5+ den go home le.. i was so lazy to walk... *yawN* so slpy now...
Thursday, April 07, 2005 8:18 PM
*yaWnZ* jus wake up onli... jus finish my dinner....veri tired... yesterday nv slp go njm hse do project... do until 6+ in the morning thought can slp but end up cannot coz... some 1 keep on disturbing mi........ den 7+ need to wake up... need to go to sch... but no matter how hard i use pillow to hit him.. he aso dun wan to wake up.... den today whole day in sch.. my eyes like cannot open... den after when i board the bus.. i immediately fell aslp.... luckily i wake up in time to alight.... the moment i reach home.. change my sch u... den i go n slp again.. slp until my frens call mi... i aso dunno...
haiz... i very stress lei... whenever i think of something i feel veri stress... who can help mi?? veri sad n miserable now.... think there is some1 can help mi... but i scare i regret....... how m i goin to get rid of tat things in mind... i reali dunno lei.... argH....
Monday, April 04, 2005 12:45 AM
today i have been thinking... y i so toopid... y m i giving hopes for myself den everytime end up onli disappointment... when everytime my hope was being crashed.. i feel miserable.... haiz.. i going to end everything by july.... dun wan to continue all this anymore.. when a person having high hope on somethings tat 70% wont come true.... there is high chances of disappointment...
haiz dunno y... recently aso not in gd terms wif my frens aso..... dunno what happen... their talking attitude towards mi has change... now they talk to mi like feeling veri irritated... i ask them y... they say dun feel like talking... the things tat i say.. they dun like so feel irritated... but dunno they still call mi for wat.... i aso dunno la... when they call mi i asume they call mi for chattin.. talk nonsense for leisure.....
for those tat noe my password for my blog... when u c this... and u happen to read this and u noe tat u r one of them tat i say earlier on... wan to call mi n talk to mi den wan to show those fucking attitude.. pls dun call mi anymore if u wan to show those fucking attitude... i dun welcome all this... if wan to show pls show others dun come n show it to mi....
Saturday, April 02, 2005 11:46 PM
yesterday midnight mi feel bored n sad... den i went to kitchen n find liquor and drink.... drink until abit drank... den this morning wake up feeling a bit giddy and my stomach got a bit weird werid... coz the alcohol still in my stomach... and i cant vomit... reali feel veri miserable lor.. but i still wake up at 9... coz today need to do project... when i reach bukit gombak.. *njm* still at home dunno doing wat... den call mi alight at bukit batok.. make mi wait abt 45mins.... omg!!! he stay at bukit Batok still can late.. reali got nth to say... den after tat go *nick* hse the sickening dog keep on come to his room..... scare until wan to cry le.. call mi do the project thingy.. say tat i need to leave at 2.. so i do first... den the 2 of them sit down there play mahjong.
den abt 2 in the afternoon i mit *ah mei* at jurong east den go city hall mit jasmine.... so tiring... den abt 6+.. mi went esplanade there n sit until 9.45 den go home
