Monday, March 28, 2005 1:56 AM
today sianz... stAY at home whole day playing maple story.... den quarrel wif *jx* still scold mi fuck off!!! den now chat wif someone on fone.... chat until not happy.... feeling reali sad now!!! think no point crying here but my tears still roll down.... izzit bcoz i still have feelings... i aso dunno la.... if i reali have feeling for him den i must totally forget abt it... in order to lead a better life if not my life will b in a mess.... haiz... i m thinking if 1 day when i not in this world will he feel sad..... i dun think so... coz he gif mi a feeling tat he is the type tat 见一个爱一个.... even if we are together i wont have any 安全感.... got gf or no gf doesn't mean anything to him.... onli tv... games.... food and sleeping means alot to him... haiz... dun think abt it le la.... time to slp le.... tml schling le...
