Monday, March 28, 2005 8:01 PM
today as usual need to go to school lor... den after school.. on the way home... in the bus... i cried... its was so paiseH!!! coz quite a lot of ppl were in the bus... but i couldnt control my tears lei... coz i recieve a sms from *JX* saying tat "heh... now u happy anot? not happy dun be fren lah. simple as tat. please reply ok." den i reply him tat the person not happy is you lor.. not mi.... end up he reply " i am the asking u wat the fuck u wan now? now u asking mi lor. cant u understand simple english? if you not happy dun be frenz. delete every single contact u have".... its reali veri sad to see a frenz of urs tat is quite close to u.. sending u all these sms.... bcoz of some small matters tat i nv reply his msg in maplestory... it it very lame lor... somemore he even call n scold mi... after i sayin sorry to him... still show mi all those stupid atittude and cup my phone... i dunno how to type out how i feel now la....
whenever he got any problems wif his family, work, frens and in his relationship.. he always call mi.. n complain to mi... i aso nv say anything.. no matter how late he call mi.. i still ans his call.. lend my ears for him to complain.... den now y he treat mi like this??? anyway he wan to contact mi... wan to treat mi as his fren a not.... i cannot say anything lor... haiZ...
1:56 AM
today sianz... stAY at home whole day playing maple story.... den quarrel wif *jx* still scold mi fuck off!!! den now chat wif someone on fone.... chat until not happy.... feeling reali sad now!!! think no point crying here but my tears still roll down.... izzit bcoz i still have feelings... i aso dunno la.... if i reali have feeling for him den i must totally forget abt it... in order to lead a better life if not my life will b in a mess.... haiz... i m thinking if 1 day when i not in this world will he feel sad..... i dun think so... coz he gif mi a feeling tat he is the type tat 见一个爱一个.... even if we are together i wont have any 安全感.... got gf or no gf doesn't mean anything to him.... onli tv... games.... food and sleeping means alot to him... haiz... dun think abt it le la.... time to slp le.... tml schling le...
Saturday, March 26, 2005 11:43 PM
yesteRday thOught of goin orchard watch THE EYE 10 with *Jasmine* and *yuting* but end uP nv watch coz we very late den go buy tickets coz need to wait for *yuting* coz the train stuck at jUrong east.... haHaha... den after tat accompany her go eat lunch so when we reach *PS* its it areali 3+ in the afternoon... the que was reali long lor.... so we decided not to watch... end up we went to *JAsmine* hse to play wif her niece... hehehe.... her niece was cute and chubby.... lolx.....
den today went orchard again.. nth better to do keep on go orchard... now bankrupt le coz jus now bought 1 ripcurl bag coSt $55.... sO expensive!!! now need to save $$$ again for my escada perfume...lolx.... so tired.... hmmm.... its time for mi to MS le....
Wednesday, March 23, 2005 8:18 PM
aRgH!!! toDay is a bOring daY... mORninG waKE UP plaY maPLE plaY unTiL afternOon.... afternOon eatinG luNCh cOntinue plaY again..... deN afteR tat reaD magaZine reaD untiL feLL aSleeP.... oMG!!!! wakE up areaDy eveNing le... tmL muSt finD a pLAce... caNNot rOt at hOme le...
Friday, March 18, 2005 11:49 PM
todaY knN scOld my pareNts fOR nOT gOing tO scHooL.. haHAha... toO tiREd tO waKE uP.... eND uP sLeep untiL 9+ deN waKE up... deN juS noW weNt cHoMp cHoMP therE foR dinNer wiTh my 2 siS anD hiS bF.... wE oRdered a lOt of fOod deN eat uNtiL 8+... haHAha.... deN my paPA cOmplaIn tat he Had bEEn waITing foR hIS diNner at hOme... wait uNtil waN tO diE le... lOLx.... deN afteR bUyinG mY paPA diNNeR... we rUN hOMe cOZ i waN tO watCH tv.... Hehehe...
deN jUSt nOW i quaRREl wIth sOMEoNE.... laStly waT i waN to say is.... i wONt chaNGe mySeLF bCOz oF soMEoNE eLSe... iF taT perSon likE mi... he haD tO acCept wHO i M... dUN caLL mi to Change....
Monday, March 14, 2005 11:28 PM
*yeaH* tOday i scOlded *TeRRence* duRing the heritaGE tOur in the bUS... haHaha... I haVe beEn findINg cHances tO scOLd hiM bUt dUn havE cHance... tOday finAlly i haD the chaNce to sCold him le... dUring the crUise we had a lOt of fUn... we kePt laughinG... hahaHa.... eSpeciaLLy *RQ* keEp oN waN to take pHoto of the exPlanade anD thE meRliON... haHAha.. deN aftER tat we weNt to Bugis cOZ juLIana waN to buy the hP casINg... eND we gO therE eaT oUR diNNeR.... wHEn i waS oN mY waY hOMe... i haD beEn thiNKing oF the thINgs i haVen stREssing oveR a fEW daYS... aND i haD maKE a deCisioN... bUT dUNno cOrrecT o wrOng.... bUT nvM la... oNCe i make UP a deciSion i sHall nOt regreT.... wHen i aLight at Kovan there... i verY *bluR* lei.... I thoUght bUS nO. 101 gOt stOP at thE bUS stOP whICh my hoUSe there but eND uP stOP at HougAng maLL therE... oMG!!! wasTE my time gO thEre deN taKE aNOther bUS hOME.... lolX....
Sunday, March 13, 2005 12:30 AM
tOday iS a tirinG daY... tOday afteRnoON weNt orcHArd witH my siSteR.... sHop untiL eveNinG deN reaCH hOme.. hehE... althOugh shOp untiL verI happY buT wHEn i reaCh hOMe... my kNee caP waS verI paiN.. paIN untiL my kNee caP canNot beND... *soB* ... i haveN difficUlty walKing dOwn the staiRs aND gOing up the staiRS... haiZ... sO saD... dUnnO y mY leG everYtime paiN.... at firSt thoUGht oF gOing OrchaRd deN afteR tat gO SunteC IT shOW... deN enD uP neveR gO.. cOZ mi n mY siS waS verI tireD... aND sOMeMore i canNOt walk le... haiZ... hOPe can recOVeR oN mOnday.... *yaWN* gOing sLP le... gD nite...
Wednesday, March 09, 2005 11:01 PM
hahahA... todaY thE wPB cA... i aM nOT the firsT 1 tO finISh the paPer.. HoPE can paSS thE paPer... Heex... Coz wHEn i sTudY thE cA thiS mORning... i caN reMEmbER a feW oF the MCQ aNS... hOHo.... erM.... sO bOrinG... gOT nO whEre tO gO... enD uP sLPIng at hOME the wHoLE afternOOn... hEhe.... anYwaY nxT weEk stiLL goT VB theORy... dIE lei... reaD the nOTEs asO dUNnO undersTAnd... saD leI... anYWay tHIS seMEster i thiNK i wiLL faiL lOR... reaLI nO moOd tO stUDy at aLL.. haIZ.. hOW? haIZ.. i asO verY sTRess... wISh caN gO baCK tO SecONdarY schOOL... coZ in secONdarY schOOL i DUn geT invOLVe in aNY bGR thinGY.... deN i haF nOthinG to strEss foR.. aLL i haF tO dO is to plaY... haHaha...
12:49 AM
haIZ... tOday tHis mOrninG ovER sLEpt... cOZ yESterdaY waitiNG fOR *JX* tO seND mi a smS... cOZ i neED tO uSE it tOday... deN tOdaY nJM toOK mY HP... hE sEE thE sMS tHat *JX* haD seND mE... I wiLL reaLLy haPPy tHat he sEE the sMS bUT afTer tHat i wAS reaLLY sAD loR.. cOZ hE staRT tO finD thiNgs tO quArreL witH mE... wHEn hE sEE the smS.. hIS facE tOtaLLy chANge... lolX....
deN thIS eveNing *JX* suDDEnlY caLL mi... asK mi waN tO meEt hiM a nOT... weiRD loR... haHAha... bUT i laTE... tHEn hE giVE mi 1 faCE liKE waN tO kiLL ppL... hE saY ppL frOM cHanGi reaCH le deN i frOM hOUgaNG stiLL late.... hahaHA... deN afteRnOoN tat we gO waLk waLK deN he gO eaT dinNeR... aftER tat wE gO plaY poOL.. it waS reaLI fuN... hEhe.. bUt hE keEp oN wiNNing... siaNZ... sO saD... i onLi wiN 1 tiMe... tHe 1 timE asO hE leT mi wiN 1.... *sOB*.... he verY laME lOR... keEP oN scOlding *bai CHi*... omG... hahaHA... deN keEP oN waN tO sHOw oFF.... acTuaLLy i waS verY haPPy... cOz iT was fUn wHEn plaYing poOL... buT wHEn i reaCH hOMe... i quaRREl wiF a persON... quaRREL uNTiL arD 2.40aM... i waS reaLLY saD loR... wHEn wE fIRst nOe eaCH oTher is nOt liKE tat 1 loR... bUT duNNO y nOW bcOME liKE tat... everYday musT qUarreL... *saD* i waS reaLLY diSaPPointED iN hiM.... deN hE saY iF tat tIMe we patcH... deN nOW wOnt bE liKE tAt le.... haiZ... iZZIT reaLLY my fauLT???
HaiZ... neEd tO gO n stUDY fOR wBP cA le...
Monday, March 07, 2005 10:52 PM
itS waS quIte a feW daYS siNCe i uPdate my bLog... tOday dUnnO y lei.... like verY siCk likE tat... HaiZ... stILL nEEd tO stUdY my htmL tHeOry... haHAha... tOday wHile disCussINg thE fMk pRoJect... it waS sO fuNNy... laUgH unTiL i uPsIDe dOWn.... erM... i gO sTudy my WPB cA le...
Thursday, March 03, 2005 9:28 PM
Today neVeR gO fOR the mORninG lessON... staY at hOMe anD reviSed my fmK cA.... haIZ... omG!!!! stUdy sO loNg stILL nOt reaLi kNoW hOw tO dO... dO oNLi aBT 15mINs deN i fINisH everYthing le... haIZ... deN afteR tat i gO cREAtiVE theRe.. coZ mY mP3 gOt Some prOblem.. deN i wheN i reAcH thEre... mY mP3 nO pRobleM le... haiz.... wasTE my Time gO therE... unTIL nOW deN reAcH hOME..
Wednesday, March 02, 2005 7:38 PM
wtF... tOdaY i daMn anGRi loR.... arGh!!!! tHE fMk projeCt thEy suDDeNly cHange mi tO anOther grOup.... waH laO eH.. saY i nV dO anYthinG....thEy disCuSS sO manY timEs enD uP neVeR disCuss anythinG... deN theY usE theiR ETP prOject aS theIr fMk projeCt...den taT daY i asK *TerreNCe* hOW is the prOject... theY saY finISh le... deN wat theY exPEct mi tO dO... i nOt frOm ETP 1 loR.... fuCK la.... daMN angrI... liKE tHE vOlcaNO waN to eXploDE le.... deN juSt nOW i sMS thE stUpid *TeRReNCe*... i asK hiM... aM i stILL iN hIs grOUP... hE rePly caLL mi gO n aSk anGeL theY aLL... deN i rePly hIM.. " i duN caRe asK wHO... plS gIF mi aN anS bY tOday...." deN hE nV rePLy le... i m thiNKing is hE dUN dare to rePLy... haIZ... neeD to gO anD studY fOR my fMK CA le...
